Sometimes I am ashamed at my whinning. I have been so blessed and given the opportunity to continue to help, encourage and enjoy my family. I fought taxes all day as I'm gathering all of my family stuff as I still have to assistmost of my kids in this adventure. The real struggle is all the loose ends that never seem to end from my recently closed business and all the uncertainty over an audit and as short on resources as I have been since medical school. I'm working on the debt and working a lot at my new job in Harrah, Oklahoma. I should be more greatful for this job than complaining about the commute and minimal income. With the economy like it is I'm thankful for employment in spite of my retirement plan down 65%. Oh well who wants to quit and slow down someday. god bless you all, the Lord is good all the time. Dr Jim and Linda